So, I woke up today feeling...well...lighter. I am still very sad about my bf and me. And I am also feeling like maybe I knew for a while that we weren't compatible, but I was hoping that things would get better once this difficult time passes.
I am also frustrated a bit that he hasn't contacted me. My friend said that he can understand a guy being in the wrong, and just not having an answer for it because he doesn't want to argue with the girlfriend.
I know that my boyfriend has never been into princess-like women. He prefers low maintenance women. I guess I am more of a regular gal, don't need a lot of fuss or frills. But still, I want to feel like I am valued and wanted. And sometimes, when he does things like this, I feel like maybe he has too much going on in his life right now to deal with relationship issues, and/or he just may not have the energy to put into the relationship.
I don't know. 
I am going to wait until tonight to text him. I really feel like he should be the one texting me, so I am saddened that he hasn't reached out to me.
Fear and worries.....
August 18th, 2009 at 03:32 pm
August 18th, 2009 at 03:39 pm 1250609957
Don't text him. Let him text you. Do not chase this man because you aren't in the wrong. Of course, I know nothing of the dynamics of your relationship, but I do have a best friend who is trapped in the drama of dating. Concentrate on yourself and your future. This may be just a phase that your bf needs to work out.
August 18th, 2009 at 03:48 pm 1250610514
Of course, if you still feel the need to text him, then I think that's fine too. I don't know your situation, so whatever you think is best.
August 18th, 2009 at 04:42 pm 1250613726
1 - I whole-heartedly second/third the DO NOT call/text him.
B - Sad though it is, you need to start referring to him as your EX-boyfriend. Still calling him your BF is not going to help you let go/move on. I am willing to bet that he refers to YOU as his EX.